Any advice for a genuinely straight guy?

[Guest mtmattan]

Hey guys, Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Perhaps not entirely believable, but I am in fact straight. But I would very much like to bottom for a guy. I don't have any proper guy friends who are gay to talk to this about - hence this post. I've literally got no idea how to go about meeting someone for an experience. As mentioned, I am straight so my understanding of gay men is limited. If you are wondering, I'm not attracted to men - but I'm very attracted to the act of being taken. I'm currently without a girlfriend so the timing is right to learn a bit more about myself. Also if you are wondering, I'm not effeminate in the slightest but keep a completely open mind - by no means still in the closet. Thanks, As I say, I'm quite clueless here! If anyone would like to mentor me or provide guidance I'd very much like to have someone who I can share this journey with. Kind regards, John.