Do you get a little more crazy, the longer you stay online?

[Guest HK1963]

I wrote myself in as a versatile guy, but most of my experience is really being an aggressive bottom. I can tell, because I am twitching, and lowering my "standards" - that is, if someone invited me to a "party" I would go and be whatevered.

In the morning, I am pure. I have not had sex with anyone since August last - not even sure why. Maybe I am afraid of the drug culture in New York City. I can't afford it, and I suffer later, after all is well over.

But I would do it, and much like the bug chasers, I find myself chasing after the dragon so to speak, or looking for the slammers out there who are dark and "666" men who are unusual and often the most interesting men in the world.

Is this from staying here, on BB, and not getting anything in the way of attention? I have no cell phone, so I cannot use those grindr and scruff things. I'd be a mess if I did!

Since I am actually not doing anything, I am a good guy to be with. I'm not going to get anyone in trouble, and I won't infect anyone (since I prefer poz guys, but will play with negative men when requested). Not often requested.

I've been online for a while, and I know how to go to a site like nasty kink pigs and find the most obscene situation in the city - and attach to it. But I am choosing to write instead, and ask others - does it get worse, the longer you don't score?

peace