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My first time For me my first time going bareback was also my first time taking anal. Back in 2011 I joined Fabguys.com, after being on there for about 6 months I had met with a few guys and sucked them off but it never lead to anything more, in fact most of them were just one time meets; that was until I met Steve, Steve was in his early 50's, nice face, about 6 foot tall, hairy, and built like a bear with a muscle gut, to top it all off he had a great cock, it was about 7" long, uncut, and had a real nice thick girth, that kind of girth where you can wrap your hand around it and your fingers and thumb don't quite touch. For about 3 months we would meet almost every weekend for a few hours at a time, hang out, watch a film or rugby etc; during which I would blow him 2-3 times, he often offered to suck me but most of the time it was satisfying enough for me to just swallow his loads. On this occasion though we had been sexting each other all morning and were both horny, as soon as Steve turned up I took him straight my bedroom where we stripped down. As we stood there kissing I stroked him to half mast and then slid down on to my knees where I continued to stroke him while sucking on his balls, I could hear his deep grunts of enjoyment when he suddenly spoke "I see you already started without me today" I glanced around and there it was sitting on my bedside table, a small pink vibrator I sometimes used while jerking off, sitting right next to a tube of KY, I could feel my face turn bright red burning with embarrassment, considering I had a mouth full of balls, I didn't know what to say so, I just looked up at him with a guilty stare and began to suck on his cock, to my surprise though he pulled away. "get up on the bed and show me your arse" I was still reeling from the embarrasment but did as he asked, I laid on my front with my legs spread and my ass raised a little at the edge of the bed. His massive hands and thick digits traced down my back to my ass cheeks, slowly spreading them apart to get a better view of my pucker, "Mmm nice, not seen much use" up until that point my ass had never seen any use other than that little vibrator, I felt his finger give a gentle prod to my ring, then a quick spread with 2 fingers and finally he licked his thumb and then began to work it in to my hole, all I could do was lie there while little gasps and moans escaped. "Want me to keep going?" My head was spinning with pleasure, I didn't know what to say or how to answer, that's when I felt it, he dragged his engorged fat cock head over my hole and gave a couple of teasing pushes, I knew right then what I wanted, without saying a word I leaned over and grabbed the KY off the bedside and handed it back to him, Steve took that as my answer, in went the first finger covered in lube, then the second and then both at the same time working it while spreading, I knew what would be coming next so I grabbed a pillow and hugged it, Steve grabbed me by the hips and pulled me back a little towards himself while pushing my ass down to give a better angle, there it was, his burning hot bulb pushing against my hole, this time with a lot harder but it wasn't painful. He worked my ass perfectly easing in back and forth until I felt his cock head push all the way inside, I let out a gasp of surprise, nothing could have prepared me for how thick he felt, there was a bit of pain but it wasn't bad, the most pleasant heat spread though my ring as he pushed more of his cock inside me stretching me as he went deeper, after bottoming out in me he let me rest for a few seconds before pulling almost all the way out and then pushing all the way back in with a single stroke, by this point my own cock was rock hard and drooling, his hands on my hips, he held me in place as he began to fuck me at an increasingly earnest pace, each time dragging his cock tip back to almost pulling out and driving back in, again and again, I could feel it building, I couldn't take it any more "Steve" I panted "I'm gonna cum", he said nothing, he just kept fucking me, then without warning he pulled his cock out of me completely, it caught me by surprise and for the briefest moment all I felt was empty, I felt some lube squirt in to my gaping hole followed by the entirety of his cock being shoved in to the hilt, the whole thing pushed me over the edge both literally and figuratively, as he push me further on to the bed and in to the mattress I came hard blowing my load on to the sheets beneath me, a wave of pleasure washed over me as my orgasm rendered my body to jelly. Steve's cock still hilted in my ass, he was now also kneeling on the bed with his weight on top of me, his hands over mine, fingers interlocking between my own as I gripped the bed, he gave my neck a kiss "I'm almost there, can you take it?" I gave a half conscious nod, "Good boy"; He began to rock his hips back and forth grinding his cock inside me, each time putting pressure on my prostate, postponing my post orgasm bliss, the grinding turned to fucking, he started slow and built up to where he was fucking the life out of me, the house was filled with the sound of sex as he pounded my ass, his breath was deep and heavy on my neck, I could tell he was gonna cum soon, that's when he hilted me one final time, and I felt a wet warmth spread through me, his body relaxed and still on top of me, we laid there for a good 15 minutes.

The following happened a few months ago. I was talking to a REAL MAN online and when he said he wanted to call me I gave him my number. When he called he blocked his number so that I would not see his number. That made me feel so trashy and slutty...knowing a MAN had my number but would not give me his. It was totally new for me. Anyway, we talked for a while and he was so verbally dominate with me but never asked me to come to him for sex or anything...eventually I blurted out that I wanted his cock, and after a moment of silence he said "address." Nothing more, just that single word. I tried to back track, I was not accustomed to having MEN at my apartment, but he just repeated, "Address." I felt so weak, so submissive, and so slutty when I gave him my address. Then he said, "Unlock the door and wait for me in your bedroom. Be totally naked, ass up and face down with something covering your face. I do not want you to see me, understand?" I mumbled "yes" and he said "What bitch?" To which I snapped back "Yes Sir, I understand." Then he hung up the phone. I sat there for a few minutes going over all the reasons I should NOT do this, but all that was lost to my lust. I went and unlocked the door, went to my bedroom, got undressed, crawled up onto the bed so that my ass was facing the entry, buried my face in a pillow, and put a towel over my head. It seemed like forever and then I heard the door open and close. I could hear someone moving about my apartment, I heard the distinct sound your phone makes when it takes photos over and over. I heard the refrigerator open and the sound of a beer being opened. More photos snapped as I heard footsteps coming down the hall. Then I could sense someone at the doorway, i could hear him breathing, a few more camera sounds this time accompanied by a flash of light. I heard the glass bottle thump on my dresser, then a set of keys, followed by the sound of a belt opening and a zipper. All of a sudden he was behind me, touching my ass, groping me...then I felt the head of his cock rubbing up and down my crack, and finally his voice, "Is this what you want?" I moaned out "Yes" almost pleading. His voice seared in my ears, "No condom, no lube, no pull out, I am gonna breed you...is that what you want?" Again, feebly pleading "yes." He barked back at me, "Say it faggot!" Louder but still meekly I said, "No condom. No lube. No pullout. Please breed my faggot pussy." With a single thrust he was balls deep inside me, I squealed into the pillow and he pulled it from under my head, "Oh no faggot, I want all the neighbors to hear you getting fucked like the bitch you are." Instantly I remembered that I had told him earlier on the phone that I was "in the closet" and no one knew about me and how he had said that needed to change. My heart raced and my mind reeled as he began to fuck me with hard, slow, deep, thrusts...each time pulling nearly out of my cunt before trusting it back in balls deep. Each time a manly grunt came from him and a slutty yelp came from me. Once he had opened up my pussy and was into a good rhythm, he started the dirty talk, "I like your ass faggot, do you love my cock faggot?" Then he whispered, "Answer me bitch, so the neighbors can hear you." Loudly I moaned out, "Yes, I love your cock." I was so cock drunk I just did everything he said. When he asked if I loved his cock I blurted out "Yes, I love your cock" when he said "are you a faggot?" I blurted out "Yes I'm a faggot." Before long I was the one doing all the dirty talk..."I love your cock" "fuck me harder" "fuck me" "I'm a faggot" "Cum inside me"...over and over begin him to fuck me and cum inside me. He fucked me for so long, and it felt to good, faster and faster, harder and harder, him grunting...me moaning, begging, pleading, like a total slut. Then he grabbed my hips and pulled me back hard so that he was as deep inside me as his big thick cock could get, he grunted and shook....then he moaned out this primal guttural completely MANLY noise and I felt his cock spasming inside me, flooding me with his cum. In that moment my whole body quaked and as i gasped for air my little limp clit let go of its weak cummies and my little load dribbled onto my mattress as his huge load filled my pussy. When he was done he pulled out of my pussy and i collapsed onto the bed. I could feel the cold air rush into my gapping cunt followed by his cum pouring out over my ovaries. Still gasping for every breath I cried out "thank you." No reply, just silence. Then I heard him getting dressed, but did not remove the towel from my face. I heard him pick up his keys, and then he called me by my name (I had only given him my screen name and my "gay alias" before), "I took photos of your drivers license, and lots of other personal stuff from all over your apartment, plus photos of you waiting for me. I also videoed every moment of this for posterity. If you ever deny you are a faggot to anyone ever again the whole world will see the proof. Do you understand?" "Yes" I replied. Then he said, "I enjoyed using you, I will call when I want that pussy again." Nothing more. I heard him leave the room and then I heard the door open and close again. The experience was over, I curled up in a ball and drifted off to sleep. The next morning I got a text from my neighbor that said "It's cool you are gay, but geez dude try to hold it down next time." Later the holy rolling church lady that lives above me called me a faggot as she shuffled passed me in the stairs. Throughout the next few days, I caught lots of people in the complex staring at me and whispering. A week later I was at the grocery store and a woman I never saw before came up to me, said hello, and asked bluntly "Are you a faggot?" I was about to act offended and deny it when I remembered the threat, so I blushed and said "yes, I am." She smiled and said "I can tell. Don't be embarrassed, you have nothing to blush about. Real men need women like me and fags like you. We keep them happy." then she winked at me and walked away. Surprisingly the shame I was feeling instantly turned to pride...I had admitted to a stranger that I was a faggot. I have no idea if it was a test or not, but it felt good to admit it.

When I was growing up in New England, I live with only my father. I didn’t have any brothers or sisters and my mother had died when I was in a car accident when I was 13. Both my father and I were very upset for a long time. My Dad did construction work sometimes things were good with money and sometimes it wasn’t. We ended up moving around a lot and I was never in the same school for very long which made it hard to make friends. My father also had the same problem, he never dated much even though he was very handsome and a big built guy. We mostly lived in small apartments and most of the time I didn’t have my own room so I slept on the couch. Lots of times, I would sleep in my Dad’s bed in the winter because he had the only TV and it was just much warmer. My Dad always slept naked, but I didn’t. I wasn’t very developed and felt very self-conscious around him because he was such a built man. I usually woke up before him to get ready for school and lots of times we’d be under the blankets and he’d be asleep with his arm wrapped around me. He was easily twice my size, but not fat he was solid muscle. He had huge arms and really big chest. I loved it. It felt so good to be in his huge arms and feel his skin on me. And most of the time his cock would be rock hard pressed against my back. Sometimes I’d wake up because he was holding me tight and I’d feel him rubbing his big dick against me. But I knew he asleep when this happened because of his breathing. Later on I was 18, we were living in this tiny apartment and I always ended up sleeping in Dad’s bed with him because it was always so cold in the apartment. One night I woke up about 2am to the sound of a guy moaning, I knew my father was watch a porno but I didn’t make any sound because I wanted to see him. I turned over pretending to be sleeping. I pretended to sleep, listening for another 10 minutes or so. I know he thought I was still asleep. I slowly opened my eyes and was so completely excited by what I saw. My father was totally naked and he was slowly stroking his 9in cock. It was standing straight up in his hand. It was so hot to see his arm and pec flex as he stroked his huge cock. I got very brave and very quietly whispered “Daddy, can I do that for you?” He froze and said “Holy shit, Chris I thought you were asleep.” I said “Its ok Daddy I do that sometimes too, but yours is so much bigger than mine I want to see what yours feels like.” “Chris, No It’s not right. You can’t do that” he very slowly started to stroke his cock. “You can’t do that, I’ll get into trouble.” I slowly got up and was kneeing at his side. I said “Daddy I would never tell anyone, just let me feel this once” I reached out and wrapped may hand around his cock, My fingers didn’t go all the way around. I started to stroke it and his hand fell away. We were staring at each other, I put my other hand one his hairy chest and was feeling his pecs. He said “Oh my god, Chris it feels so good”. I said “Do you want me to put my mouth on it like the lady is doing in the movie?” He just nodded slowly without saying anything. I licked the head of his cock and he moaned loudly. I put my mouth over it, it was so big I had to open my mouth as wide as I could. I finally had as much of his huge cock in my mouth as I could get, daddy kept moaning loudly. I could only get about half of it in my mouth before it hit the back of my throat. I kept going up and down as fast as I could. I knew Daddy really liked it because he was moaning and my mouth was filling up with his precum. It tasted amazing, the best thing I ever tasted up to then. Daddy said “Wow Chis that’s feels great keep doing it just like that.” I did what I was told. It wasn’t long before he put his hand on my head and his butt started to rise off the bed. “Oh My God Chris! That’s it keep doing it you’re going to make Daddy cum!” All of a sudden my mouth was full of his hot cum! I swallowed and it kept cumming, my mouth was full again. I couldn’t swallow it all and spilt some on his flat hairy stomach. Then he squirted 4 more times right in my face. He was breathing so hard saying “Oh my god Chris.” I woke up the next morning same as always, in his arms. The next night I got home after school and was doing homework. Dad didn’t come home until around 9, he sat down on the couch, I could immediately tell he had been drinking. He said “Chris, what happened last night can’t happen again. You are 18 now, as soon as you are done with school you need to get a job and find your own place to live.” I couldn’t believe it. I was shocked and hurt, but I didn’t ever question my Daddy. He said “You can’t sleep in my room anymore either. This couch is just fine”. Then he went into his room and shut the door. A couple of weeks later we hadn’t said much to each other. One day after school, I went to the library to study because they had computers, it was snowing pretty hard but I had a big test coming up. It was still snowing hard when I left and it took almost an hour to walk home because the deep snow. I got home and Daddy started yelling at me. He was worried and mad because I was so late. We had a pizza for dinner and he had a few beers. After dinner Dad said “Go take a hot shower, you need to warm up or you’ll get sick.” I got out of the shower and wrapped in a towel. I was surprised when I opened the door because Dad was already in bed and the door was shut. He said “You need to sleep in here tonight. I’ve got the heater on in here and is fucking freezing in the other room.” I said “OK Daddy” and walked around the bed and dropped my towel. Just before I got in bed Dad said “Wait let me look at you. You are starting to fill in and get a man’s body. I’ll show you how you can get big muscles like me” He sat up and flex his upper body. Wow he was just amazing, completely ripped from his many years of construction work. My dick was rock had almost as soon as he flexed. He chuckled and said “Get in bed and watch TV.” I did and laid on my side and put my head on his arm, my hardon was touching his leg. I said “Daddy I’m so cold, thanks for letting me stay in here tonight.” We watched TV for a while my hard on never went down, I could tell I was leaking precum. Whenever Daddy moved my dick was slick on his skin. There was a big mound in the blanket so I knew he was hard too. He rolled onto his side facing me and said “I want to watch a porn, is that ok?” I said sure, he pressed the remote and I soon realized there were no women in this movie. Daddy reached down and started stroking my hardon. I was almost paralyzed it felt so good. Then he went down and started sucking my cock and playing with my butt hole. He was sucking me and sticking his finger all the way up my tight hole, I was going crazy. He stuck a second finger in me and I came right away in my Daddy’s mouth. Daddy then started kissing me, but didn’t take his fingers out of me. “Ohhh it feels so good” I said. I had my own cum in my mouth now. Daddy reach over and grabbed some lubed and put it on both of our cocks. Without saying anything, in one move my legs were on his shoulders and I could feel his monster cock pushing against my tight ass hole. He said “shhh, I’ll go really slow, shhhh”. Then all of a sudden, bang the head of his cock popped in I yelled “OOOUUCCHH! Daddy it hurts!” “shhhh” and he kissed me very passionately. He very slowly pulled almost out the back in, each time a little more went in my very tight ass. “Shhh..Shhhh… I love you Chris, you feel so good” “I love you too Daddy” I said gasping as my Daddy went deeper in to me. Then he was in me all the way. I could feel his balls against me. He stopped for at least a minute kissing me and letting me get used to it. Then he started to pull out until almost out, then, slowly all 9” back in with one movement, then again and again a little faster each time. I gasped with each thrust. It was such an amazing flood of feelings, pain, love and ecstasy. I was staring at him the whole time, his beautiful body towering over me. I could see the love and ecstasy in his eyes as he continued to thrust into me. He said “Oh Chris you feel so amazing, you are so tight and hot on my cock.” Daddy continued to thrust faster and faster into me. My cock was so hard I was getting close to shooting again as he really started to pound into me. “I’m getting really close, Daddy is going to cum in his boy’s tight little ass” I felt his cock swell then all of a sudden he started yelling “Here it cums!” Then I felt it. The hot flood of Daddy’s cum shooting into me, pulsing more and more I was going out of my mind and so was Daddy. He slowed down then collapsed on me, it was amazing feeling the weight of his body on me, his hard cock still inside me and his breathing really hard. Daddy kissed me as he started to get up. His chest hair was now matted with my second load of cum. He was still rock hard and balls deep into me. Slowly he started to pull out. Then he was out and it was over. I could feel his cum start to leak out of my now gaping, broken in ass. It wasn’t the last time it happened. This is true and nothing happened until I was 18. This was 22 years ago. I can write more of this down if you guys would like to hear it.