I don't feel feminine at all. I was married to a woman for 14 years and the day of the divorce, I went out to a pickup bar looking for women. After awhile, I got tired of playing games with the females and I remembered hearing about a new gay bath house in town and decided to check it out. Shortly after I arrived, i found i had a raging hard-on but I didn't feel at all like sticking it in anybody. All I wanted was cock in my mouth and ass. Five hours later, I had loads of cum in my ass and mouth and all over me. In the last 15 years, I have never topped and don't plan on doing so but I don't feel feminine at all.