The only reason I get fucked is for the cum.
I use to fantasize about getting fucked at least once, even though I didn't have interest in men, I wanted to submit and get fucked bareback. I finally got the nerve to meet a guy, his cock was 8, I felt it in my hand and immediately wanted it inside me. Quickly I unbuttoned my jeans and knelt on his couch, within seconds I felt him at my hole, rock hard he slipped it in. Within about 10 strokes in my hole I felt him shudder and go deep. I realized he was Cumming in me.
I fucked him a few more times and then found another one.
The next one was poz and he turned me into a total faggot bottom. I've never stopped since.