antareez

bottom here. i've tried topping and i get no sensation whatsoever. i just don't feel anything, it's like fucking wet saran wrap with no friction or pressure, and that's why i don't like to top. same with getting sucked. you have to have mad head skills for me to feel enough so that i can stay hard and even cum. but when i blow guys or get fucked by them, they go crazy. am i missing something? do tops just have extra sensitive skin? or do you just get off on being a top, so it's more mental than physical? following my experience that i can't feel a hole, i tend to squeeze my hole a lot to make sure my top feels me. i like to pretend my hole is my second mouth and i squeeze so it's like my hole is giving him head. in general, do tops like that?

well, where are all these tops that don't mind if i don't cum. most tops i meet feel bad that i don't cum. they don't seem to understand that my greatest pleasure is their pleasure and cumming is the last thing that i want or need.

the best thing is that i'm giving him the ultimate taboo pleasure and also the intimacy of feeling his raw skin and cum inside me. the worst thing is what Rustyso9 said about fearing catching something but also i sometimes having a little bit of shame when i sense that the top has his own shame issues and might think me a slut, but not in a good way.

i love no talk with lots of grunting and moaning and i also love dirty talk. and when it's dirty, it drives me insane when it's mixed talk, when it's degrading and affirming, calling me a hungry slut bitch followed by how he can't get enough of my warm and wet hole and that he owns me. just had a four hour session of that. i can't walk but i feel like i'm floating on a cloud. mmmm.