I have had a semi-regular since early November 2017. We originally planned to meet a lot more often; but, I had to move at the end of January 2018, and things suddenly got worse in mid-2019, not to mention pandemic-related restrictions that began in March 2020. He knows I shoot big loads and still wants to eventually suck me off. I told him, though, when we first met that I had to fuck and breed him over at least a year before I could allow him to do that. Two of the first 3 times we met, I fucked him to orgasm without him doing anything to help. As it has worked out, every time I have fucked him to completion, I have been unable to pull out. He is a very good cocksucker; but, since we both enjoy my fucking him so much, I'm beginning to wonder if I'll ever feed him one of my big loads. Besides, we're looking forward to my getting enough stress behind me and rested & exercised enough to fuck him to orgasm again.