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I'm married. I don't find myself particularly attracted to men, meaning, I don't see a guy and drool. For me, it is all about cocks and cum. I can look at a fine cock and drool. I can see a big load and wish I was getting it. I see a hard cock and I want it in my ass. I see a soft cock I want to suck it until it is hard enough to get in my ass. I have no desire to kiss a man, hug a man, or show affection to a man. But I love to make cocks hard and make them cum, whether with my hand, mouth, ass or all three. I love women. I love my wife. She is a great sex partner. She doesn't have a cock or cum. She loves to suck my cock - until she gags, then she is done. Guys love to suck my cock and generally are better at it than most women. I've been sucked through GHs by guys that had no skill at all. But I have never had a guy not enjoy sucking cock. Most women do it as a favor, not because they enjoy it. I did date a woman who felt that oral sex was the best form of birth control. We spent hours taking turns going down on each other. SHE enjoyed it. I miss her. I've tried to figure out why I love cock and cum and anal sex. I think it started when I was a teenager and I started reading erotic literature. It was a turn on to read about a guy in a 69 with his wife while she was being fucked. In my mind, being that close and personal to sex was a real turn on - watching a cock penetrate a pussy and the wonderful smell of sex! Of course, many of those stories included either the fucker accidentally putting his cock in the husbands mouth or the husband ending up eating a creampie or both. (I still have a creampie fetish, my wife gets me to cum easliy by demanding that I clean up my mess from her pussy) From those, I got into more cheating wives, cuckold and $%@#$%#$ bi stories. It wasn't until I was in my 40s and married to my first wife that I started hitting the GHs to get relief that I wasn't getting at home. I was amazed at how much the cock suckers enjoyed it and that piqued my curiosity. I had to try it. And when I finally did, I really enjoyed it. From there I progressed to wanting to try anal. I was still reading lots of erotic literature and had read a lot of mm stories. I'm remarried. My wife will peg me or fist me on occasions. I have a toy I keep in my bathroom that I use in the shower that keeps my ass and prostate happy. The nearest GH is 100 miles away, but sometimes I stop in to get a taste and the wishful thinking of finding that elusive big cock to stretch my hole and make my ass twitch for hours after. Living in the middle of republicanland makes it difficult to have quick, anonymous sex I crave. Damn it. I have this fantasy of winning the lottery, retiring, buying a small RV and traveling the country visiting all the bookstores and spas that I can, in search of all the cock and cum I can get. My version of the paleo diet.