I found out in '91 that I was POZ and I had a reaction of relief. I no longer had to wonder and that always wondering was gone. My doctor even asked if I was ok because I seemed happy. I told him what I was feeling and why. He said to me. "So you're happy that you are Positive so that now you can have uninhibited raw sex random strangers? I said yes and he said he wanted to do a rectal exam for STD's before I left, I bent over and before I could take my next breath, his hard cock was up in me balls deep.That old fucker widened me like no other, and the load he deposited was massive. Another reason I prefer my raw piggy sex with men 50+.