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I am a married man that had never been with another man but since my marriage was virtually over, because of Him I am finally admitting that I am gay and am coming out. He is my first everything. First MM kiss. First time I ever sucked a cock and swallowed a load other than my own. First male ass to rim and tongue fuck. First everything. As a kid I did Not have those expreriences that I hear about with boy-boy play. I must be lucky, he was an acquaintance, who became a friend and then into Friend and it was only after going through this courtship of emotional bonding did we made love for the first time. Though he sucked my cock like no woman ever did - played my manPussy just like a female cunt and I continually asked him to take my virginity, he continually told me that I was not ready. He was right. The first time he took me was slow and controlled. Continually checking with me about pain and urging me to breath a push out as though I had to poop. I could actually hear the Pop as he got through my outer ring - then again when he made it through the second one. After about 10 minutes of slow pressure and withdrawal he finally hit the S turn in my colon. I thought that must have been my limit, but when I reached down to feel our connection I, in semi-fear, realized he was only about 3/4 of the way in. Deep kissing and him rotating his hips as he pushed and pulled back and forth and soon he was balls deep. My arms and legs wrapped around his body. When not kissing our eyes remain locked together. He totally possessed everything I had to offer. We were connected body and mind. The pain in my upper gut/lower chest slowly turned into exquisite pleasure. I totally forgot that I had a cock and balls and was only aware of the pleasure radiating from my gut and throughout my entire body. He fucked me the first time for almost an hour. Our lips locked together most of the time - our tongues mimicking the movements of his Monumental Cock [my nickname for it is The Monument and had the attached t-shirts made so that we share a hidden secret in public]. I have no problem at all saying that we love each other and that making love simply magnifies our feelings for each other. What I can't say is that I feel him throb and shoot when he deposits his equally impressive load. i Can feel that he has cum because the final strokes are more 'smooth' and I can feel it dripping down my ass crack onto the 'wet spot'. As long as there is not obvious fecal matter I normally suck The Monument clean (in the hope that he grows back to full strength for the next round) and share the special flavor of our joint juices in a passionate kiss! PS: Don't message me because I have not decided whether to become a paid member and find that not being able to at least see and respond to email is pretty petty.